Reunion (II)

What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it?

Right, so this is what I’m scared of.

Meeting my old classmates as my life is right now, I would feel terrified if it was tomorrow and we all had to come together. And yet I’m kind of curious about it, too. Who are they now? Are they really adults like me?

I don’t have work or children so I’m kind of different from many others at my age. But we all grow in some ways and that’s legitimate always.

Why am I afraid? Well, they didn’t treat me nice. I was very outsider and also my teacher hated me for being not like his favourites. I never ever want to meet him again. But if I could meet the others without him, maybe I would.

If I was to do it I would have to take a couple of oxazepam (Sobril) and bring someone I very deeply trust with me to the gathering of former teenagers who moved on.

Yes, that’s what came to mind and it’s not impossible some day. But do I want to? Honestly, not yet.

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